Just to tell you what i feel...

Sad...

Try to be simple in life...bt can't.
Everything around me is complicated.

Try to be happy go lucky...bt can't.
Some feelings are out of control.

Try to ignore all...bt can't.
I still care about them.

Try to not complain...bt can't.
I need to spread out my feelings.

Try to disappear...bt can't.
There is no place for me to hide.

Try to hate some1...bt can't.
He/She may not know they are hurting me.

Try to be strong...bt can't.
Somehow I need some1 protect me.

I'm a normal human being too...

Heart vs. Mind

Boring...don't know what to write...

Roommate said, just write down whatever your feeling now...

But, somehow is hard for me to do so..cause i'm not that well in telling others about my feeling...

This few days, i'm thinking whether to move out during next sem...

My roommate said, i should think further...bt she hope me to move with her...

My mushroom son hope that i cn move with them, he said mom should be with her son...what a mushroom son is that...haiz...hahaha...

Actually, i hope to move with them...but i still hv to thk about the feelings of my mom n my two other friends...

Mom worried about me...

I feel sorry to the other two friends, cause din't move out with them...

But...i really hope for a simple & freedom life...is that wrong???

My heart & my mind are fighting with each other...

I hate myself, hate to make choices...

Enough...

这是第一篇

最近，很想快些回家过年。
其实，花了很多钱买过年衣服。

最近，做什么都觉得呆呆的。
其实，是自己在发呆。

最近，发现原来世界也可以很简单。
其实，是自己头脑变简单了。

最近，朋友说我越来越爱说冷笑话了。
其实，是我不会热笑话。

最近，一直梦到怪怪的人，事，和物。
其实，一直以来都是这样。

最近，刚学会如何写博客。
其实，是自己之前懒惰学。

最近，想起很多以前的事，以前的知己有够单纯。
其实，现在的我还是一样笨。

最近，很多事情都看得很开了。
其实，也没有什么烦恼的事。

最近，觉得自己越来越老。
其实，是多了很多孩子和孙子。

最近，天气变冷了。
其实，是冷笑话太多了。